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Wednesday, March 4, 2009, 10:43 PM
Here and There

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Hm...

I think I'm disappointed in myself. There's the whole living without regrets thing...but URGH. Or maybe it's just the 'grass is greener' idea. I think about how things could have been...and what things would have been like if I had known better, and it just makes me so frustrated at how things are now, and how I've turned out pretty much. 

I wish I was: 
- more confident

- more active and a tad thinner. -__- 

- less paranoid about what people think

- more aware of what I was getting myself into in terms of uni and my stupid ass course

- more social (in a uni context. I should've worked at this harder in first year..)

- more okay with who I was, and how I am. Then I wouldn't be so bothered about all the other crap. same with if I had more confidence.

ARGHHHHHHH. 

I think I'm more up front about what I want now though. So... 

life - 6       duong - 1

At least I'm on the scoreboard, eh? =P